Timing
Doesn’t it just feel like nothing ever lines up? Hellooooo frustration. It can’t just be easy, can it? No.
The crazy part is weeks/months/years down the line when you realize everything worked out the way it was supposed to…
Still, those uncomfortable moments where time F’s with your head can be pretty unnerving. You start to think MY GOD it will never come together. Until it does.
And then there are all those times when you think, Yes, this must be it, this is why all that hellish shit happened, this is what I was waiting for. And then that falls apart to and you wonder if maybe it just won’t come together for you. What if you’re the exception, one of the few people for whom things just never work out?
4 months ago