Love me, Hate me
I always get really weird when approaching upper tiers in the levels of commitment- in friendships and relationships. Just like pretty much everyone on the planet, I’ve been really hurt before. Hurt by people who said “open up Jessica, I’ll never hurt you!” and so, being the trusting soul that I am, I did open up. And I got hurt.
There’s just this delicate line that goes from “whoa this is fun, I love being in your bed and hand holding and ga ga ga” to “I only have eyes for you, I’m not going to do anything stupid to mess this up”
Yeah. Except I’m not a trusting soul, so I rarely open up. And whenever I do, something happens that makes me remember why I don’t.
4 months ago